Never Say Good Bye

akhir bulan mei 2010. heartbreaking moment buat gue. gue harus say good bye sama anak-anak gue dengan cara yang brutal.. shocknya gak ilang2, kaya orang abis kecopetan duit, atm, ktp, sim, kunci mobil, kartu berobat (lho?!) alesannya gak penting buat disebut, karna bener2 gak penting, bisa menyinggung beberapa pihak yang bersangkutan.. bukan itu juga yang mau diceritain koq.
gue nggak bisa kasih banyak buat mereka, cuma ini.... *ambil tissue...srooott... hiks!


Dear friends,

I said “hello” the first time we met.

I said “I’ll see u tomorrow” in the end of the day.

I said “it’s ok” when u were crying and I wished I could make your pain go away.

I said “we’re friends again” in the end of our fight.

I said “I’m sorry” when we both makes mistake.

I said “I don’t care” when things get worse but the truth was I couldn’t sleep at night.

I tell people how much u means to me. I shout to the world how proud I am of how much u’ve grown.

I shed the tears when u achieved something that u think it’s too hard and impossible to do.

We held hands every steps of the day. Your tiny little hands keep me strong, whether u know it or not.

I should have told u in a better way when we had time before u face your world, I should have hold u tighter when I had the chance, I should have kiss u more often when u were with me. I should have but I couldn’t because the truth was I knew u better off without something that hold u back.

People told me “u has to know when to leave the party”. So I guess this is it. People said their good byes but I won’t. Because in the end we’re still gonna say “we’re friends”.

Go.. Fly away.. Reach the world and make more people proud of u because I won’t be the only one and let me be replaced.

I love u so much, forever and always.

-Ms.Ke